Note to self 16 February, 2008
Posted by Addie in bickering, emotions.4 comments
When life sends people your way who are selfish, inconsiderate, mean and hateful, think of them as sandpaper. They may scratch you and rub you the wrong way. But eventually you end up smooth and polished and THE SANDPAPER is just worn out and ugly.
Rock, Paper, or Scissors? 22 June, 2007
Posted by Addie in blogging personality, blogthings, emotions.5 comments
You Are Scissors |
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The only person who can ruin you is a rock person. When you fight: You find your enemy’s weak point and exploit it. If someone makes you mad: You’ll do everything you can to destroy their life |
Its nearly over 8 February, 2007
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Its nearly over … 15 years working for the same company, the last 10 years at the current job. I have resigned from my job and I finish off on Friday. I still can’t believe this is happening! I am experiencing such an emotion of mixed feelings. Fluttering butterflies have taken over the place where my stomach is suppose to be. I am soooo nervous. I have worked for this company since I completed my studies! This is the only place of work I have ever known!!! I suppose that alone is proof that I should move on… (like I am after friday), but a part of me is scared of the unknown. My new job is not suppose to be such a big challenge (I’ll still be a librarian) but it will be in different environment … different to what I am used to. And yet I am also so excited about leaving here … and starting over somewhere else. After 15 years in the corporate office, this new job is like starting all over.
I only have two more days left!!! In two days time I’ll have to say sad goodbyes to people whom I’ve come to know so well; some whom have become friends, some who were pillars of strength … oh I can’t believe I am gonna walk out of my office on Friday and not come back on Monday morning - how strange. Most of all, I hate farewells and goodbyes. I always bawl my eyes out at farewell “speeches” and goodbye hugs… a part of me is really not looking forward to Friday!!! 
Yet there is another side of me that can’t wait for Friday cos it will be the end of one era but also the beginning of new things to come … I have a week off before I start my new job, so I have planned so much — spending time with my sisters, one who is still on maternity leave and the other who is a housewife …, do some cleaning up at home, spend some time with the children in the afternoons and hopefully convince hubby to stay at home one day so we can spend some quality time together … but after all of that … I START MY NEW JOB!!! I have alot waiting for me … 
Sad news 10 August, 2006
Posted by Addie in animals, emotions.1 comment so far
I am so sad tonight. I have this aching feeling in my chest. I am not sure how to react to all of this. We found out that another of Ziggy’s puppies has died. I didn’t feel this sad with the first one, but the thought of losing all the puppies AGAIN makes my heart ache. I so much wanted them to survive. They kids don’t know yet cos they were fast asleep at the time of our discovery. I am not sure how they will take it … we have all grown so used to these tiny little creatures. Only one left … will it make it????
