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Maybe 7 March, 2008

Posted by Addie in ME, fear.
5 comments

I am scared.
I am having panic attacks.
I am unsure whether I am doing the right thing.
I have wanted to do this along time ago.
Yet, now that I have to take steps into this direction I am suddenly overcome with fear, anxiety, and all other emotions words fail to describe right now.

Maybe it’s not even gonna help.
Maybe it’s too late.
Maybe it’s just a waste of time and effort and and and …